// thoughts (?)

my first months on stan twt consisted in catching up with bts content and reading au& #39;s everyday. i& #39;ve met a lot of au/ff authors and interacted with them regularly, but i can& #39;t keep up with everyone anymore. @ all of you, i& #39;m sorry if i& #39;ve left you down.+

+ i feel guilty because some of them still write and i can& #39;t be there to show my support. hell, i can& #39;t find time to read my close friends& #39; stories sometimes, let alone interact properly...

and oh yes, somehow i became a sope account myself skjsjs,,,i make new friends everyday+

i don& #39;t want people to feel ignored or give off cold vibes. it& #39;s just a lot to handle sometimes. me being an introvert makes my brain explode bc of this https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">... but i really like having friends for once in my life ;( i& #39;m not too lucky irl so i really appreciate everyone on twt.

LET* you down. ffs i cant even type well