It’s funny that I always look at rings ... since months ago ... it scares me I don’t wanna get my heart broken by someone i love so much . I cannot handle really ... so I’m taking it slow ... I know I shouldn’t think that way but just in case he changes his mind about me :(

yet I’m always still looking at pretty rings ... smiling at the thought that one day I’d be able to give him one so pretty as pretty as him. A ring that symbolizes everything about him and I and us. Smiling at the thought of making him mine forever ...would he even say yes to a +

loser like me ??? oh how I wish he can feel my love for him is true and deep ... deeper than it’s ever been . All I want is to make him happy and proud and to love each other genuinely I’m speaking out of vulnerability and that’s that I hope he can look at me as if he is +

looking at me for the first time . I know I do . Gulps https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😅" title="Lächelndes Gesicht mit offenem Mund und Angstschweiß" aria-label="Emoji: Lächelndes Gesicht mit offenem Mund und Angstschweiß"> he is the most precious ... I sound crazy in love ... maybe I am ... I dream to be his forever not just say it I wanna act on it . Words mean nothing ... actions mean everything https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="✨" title="Funken" aria-label="Emoji: Funken">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥺" title="Pleading face" aria-label="Emoji: Pleading face">