I think I mentioned this before but i really hate how emotionally sensitive I am to being blocked, softblocked, muted, unfollowed, etc

i wish I didn& #39;t have that whole reaction that I have

i try not to bring it up ever because ppl should definitely do that if I& #39;m upsetting them, it& #39;s just for precisely that reason that it sucks that my brain responds how it does when I notice

it& #39;s my problem that I feel that way, and I can& #39;t expect anyone to prioritize my feelings over theirs, but... yeah I just wish I could just shrug and be like "cool whatever that you don& #39;t like me I guess good riddance"

cause y& #39;know. i do kind of care a lot when ppl don& #39;t like me

I guess I kind of already alluded to that in this thread which I posted because I ended up having to block someone else because they were being kinda pushy even tho I empathized with their plight and was reluctant to block them for that reason https://twitter.com/joyceestick/status/1381127195645472772">https://twitter.com/joyceesti...

like. some other more popular youtuber whomst I admired a lot has blocked me for a (probably??? idk) similar reason, and it kinda took me a while to get over it, and also I can& #39;t look at any of their videos anymore (even tho I like them) cause it& #39;ll just get me messed up again