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In 2019, I had numerous dreams where my body is levitating and I& #39;m about to fly but instead going "yay, I can fly." I grab on to the nearest thing to make sure I don& #39;t fly off.
2021, My interpretation of it is that I& #39;m either inconsistent or fearful of success.
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2021, My interpretation of it is that I& #39;m either inconsistent or fearful of success.
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I& #39;ve discovered that whenever I embark on a business venture or pursue a creative endeavour. I get extremely anxious then I dump the project.
Last night I went through old docs on my Google Drive, I found a book project I had cut mid way. I read through it and I was perplexed, I was impressed with myself. I was bewildered as to why I dumped the project. It& #39;s actually good.
Then I went through a couple business proposals I had written, brilliant stuff. Again I was perplexed as to why I dumped it.
I did some self-introspection. I realized it& #39;s due to my fear of success coupled with a fear of failure. Having being an individual who struggled with major depression most of his life, I avoid anything that can trigger going to back into that state.
