TW/CW: diet, weight loss

As more and more stores get their summer collections, when I see some of the items I often catch myself thinking that that particular item will look great once I& #39;ve lost more weight. But honestly, I& #39;ve never hated my body, and I wonder why I& #39;m starting +

to have these thoughts now. I& #39;ve always been plus-sized, even when I was a child and I& #39;ve learned to live with it and even love my body, despite being bigger than most. I suppose one of the biggest & #39;issues& #39; for me right now is that I don& #39;t want to buy too may new clothes when I +

don& #39;t know how long I might be able to wear/fit them, as I am planning and working on losing weight, so it& #39;ll feel like a waste of money to buy lots of clothes for the summer now, when I might be thinner then, and then having new clothes that don& #39;t fit. I might look into +

adjusting clothes myself so if I buy something now, nothing will go to waste. I& #39;m also not really sure what I& #39;m trying to achieve with this thread, I just needed to vent a bit, I suppose. Though, if any of you have great solutions to this dilemma: please let me know, haha https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="☺️" title="Lächelndes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Lächelndes Gesicht">