"Conversion therapy" sounds like too helpful of a term for certified abuse that accomplishes nothing.

I would call it "suicidal ideation training"

Slowly realizing that I didn& #39;t fantasize about dying from the age of 12 because I was fucked up, I didn& #39;t do it because I was trans, I did it because every time I tried to explore my identity, I was violently forced back in line with other people& #39;s unrealistic expectations of me.

There& #39;s no way to hold those people to account. Many of them will never realize what they did to me and now I& #39;m the one who has to deal with that burden.

Maybe we could just stop doing this to children.