I sat up at 4AM fucking sobbing because I was genuinely scared to face the community without that 24 hour emblem.

That& #39;s how hard even I tried. I can& #39;t imagine how hard those that finished it tried.

In case the Top 1% forgot what it was like to try and fail.

Does that sound dramatic? Sure, but behind that was weeks of preparation, time I took off of work to play and do my thing.

That& #39;s how this community makes me feel as a creator sometimes.

That& #39;s why I& #39;ve had MANY thoughts of jumping ship.

I& #39;m not wrong for being sick of the gatekeeping and uppity bullshit.

So shut up, and listen to the people.