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two years ago when i was 15 on nsfw twt i met alya @/NAY90N alya was around the age of 17 going on 18 and we had a sub x dom relationship for like a few days then she broke it off because i wasn’t doing okay mentally and wasn’t giving her my attention 24/7
to our relationship ending. i explained i wasn’t doing the best and literally didnt see her messages but she took this as me being upset that she broke what we had off?
i pointed out the fact that she had done this before because my friends at the time warned me about her but i decided to ignore it as i felt like maybe she “changed” and she told me that some “little 15 year old is not going to teach her about herself” and stated she WAS GROWN
she said she didnt care if i exposed her because she has nothing to hide. while the whole time she was guilt tripping me and trying to make me feel like my mental health at the time was unimportant and i should have focused on answering her
she’d keeping telling me things like “well if you cared” (gaslighting me and trying to make me feel bad for her) to get my attention. she gaslit me multiple times for not giving her my attention due to my mental state and mocked me
reason i am making this tweet is because alya is now 19 and i am 17. at the time there was a clear power imbalance between us. at the time i was a sophomore (10th grade) and she was on her way to college (i remember her asking me for help on her college applications)
i don’t like the fact that she constantly belittled my feelings we she had no business being in a relationship like that with a 15 year old. she even stated herself that she “was grown” + for proof the nsfw acc @ was @masochistrobot and she still has that @ (covering deadname)
