planning my suicide , a thread https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😟" title="Besorgtes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Besorgtes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😕" title="Verwirrtes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Verwirrtes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😶" title="Mundloses Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Mundloses Gesicht"> [MAJOR TW // suicide , suicidal ideation , plans for suicide ]

i would probably do it by my old middle school . i have so many memories there , by a tree in between my math class and debate class . that was where my old fp asked me out , where i used to embarass myself the most for some reason , p much had the most passin energy ever

id use : a gun lol im not special . quick and easy https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😝" title="Squinting face with tongue" aria-label="Emoji: Squinting face with tongue"> . maybe i would reflect on my life a bit . feel whatever feelings i had to feel

what time ? maybe sometime after quarantine . around 4pm , when most people are gone . its really nice and peaceful then .

maybe id play some music . i half hope someone finds me when the spotify ads play https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😝" title="Squinting face with tongue" aria-label="Emoji: Squinting face with tongue"> ,,,,,

me when i know im going to come back 2 this thread in 2021 and use it as a manual https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😄" title="Lächelndes Gesicht mit geöffnetem Mund und lächelnden Augen" aria-label="Emoji: Lächelndes Gesicht mit geöffnetem Mund und lächelnden Augen">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😜" title="Winking face with tongue" aria-label="Emoji: Winking face with tongue">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😟" title="Besorgtes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Besorgtes Gesicht"> built different