Won& #39;t be able to do events (even online) until January because of work but i think i& #39;m ready to "reclaim" vgc from those who made the experience miserable for me.

I& #39;m not perfect. I& #39;ve said things i could have worded nicer. But i haven& #39;t done anything wrong.

Or rather, the things i did do wrong I owned up to and apologized and grew from it. But at the heart&core of it all, i& #39;m not a bad person. Heck people who made me feel that way.

I& #39;m angry and done waiting for apologies I& #39;ll never get. I love this game. I just wanna play gdi.

Most if not all the people i& #39;m talking about are blocked. I don& #39;t feel comfortable with the idea of them interacting anymore. They had their chance to give me an apology (or at LEAST try to talk things out) and i chose my peace of mind over waiting for apologies i& #39;ll never get.

However, if they somehow come across this thread, then I& #39;d like to say I hope that they& #39;ve changed and grew as people and are now kinder and more understanding.

I have a lot of emotions to sort through, and i don& #39;t want to rely on their actions for the healing I need.