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It’s not fair to have to deal with trauma and have to rebuild yourself from years of damage while people play victim and people make excuses for the things that were done to you. I am traumatized i am angry and i am exhausted dealing with and thinking about this .
I could use my voice and scream about the things I’ve been through but it still feels like no one hears me. It still feels like everyone is making excuses for shit that has put a dent in my life .
For YEARS. I was mentally physically emotionally and financially abused by @willignont. For years i was told it was my fault for years i believed that if i fixed myself if i changed what i said how i said it helped him more loved him more things would get better or change.
I’ve been to therapy police involved Schools have been involved parents have known I’ve done everything and even after still ended investigations made excuses even signed documentation to get him back into @wku after him getting kicked out of @UTKnoxville for domestic violence
THIS IS THE REAL @willignont. This is the narcissist manipulative monster you all cover for and make excuses for. This is him! I am fucking traumatized I’ve held this is for years and been through the back and forth of forgiveness and then repeating the same shit over again
After all of the shit I’ve been through him and his family made me feel bad for speaking up after suffering this traumatic ass shit. When he was kicked out of @UTKnoxville him and his mom did everything to get me to help him get back into @WKUFootball @wku by victim shaming me
It was NEVER MY FAULT THAT your actions led to you getting kicked out of @UTKnoxville . It was never my fault for speaking up. It was never my fault that you felt that it was acceptable to abuse me it was never my fault IT WAS NEVER MY FAULT
How do i have to be traumatized while you only care about your Image and people seeing the real you ! @willignont
It’s not fair to have his mother normalize his actions and make it seem like all women go through this. THIS IS NOT NORMAL
It’s not fair to have your life put at risk because @willignont has sex with both women and men using no protection and lying about all the partners that have . HOW CAN YOU HAVE NO REMORSE
It’s not fair to have people come and tell me they we’re pregnant by him while i still being sexually active with him. How can you traumatize so many women and that just be okay?
I am sick to my stomach how can you say you love a person and say you care but put their life at risk. Abuse them. And then tell them to get over it like it’s as easy as 1 2 3
How can you make me feel bad for you abusing me and expect me to fix you? How can you do that? How can you pull the suicide card Everytime you abuse me just so i can forget what you did and care for you more than i care for my damn self @willignont
For years I’ve held all of these things in. For years I’ve tried to protect him. For years I’ve blamed myself. I do not care that people think I’m embarrassing myself i do not care what people think. If for years you held things like this in you would understand how i feel.
He destroyed a wall in my apartment and instead of getting angry like he usually does he resulted into playing the suicidal card instead. I’ve always recorded him so that he wouldn’t put his hands on me. I used it as a defense mechanism. Sometimes it helped other times it didn’t
After sharing what I’ve gone through he’s had people try to contact me and threaten me . This same girl has contacted me earlier before in the past saying that she was his new girl and that we were sister wives. A bunch of crazy things most likely from him manipulating her too
Police have been called on multiple occasions. Title 9 have been involved twice and every time i stopped cooperating because he would make me feel bad for his family losing out on money, embarrassment, and him getting into trouble that would lead to his name being tarnished
If anyone knows me then they know i have given my all for @willignont . I completely lost myself trying to please and hold up someone that didn’t respect nor care about me. What’s left now is trauma hurt and anger. While he continues to play victim.
I will not stop speaking up i will not stop speaking out. NO ONE HAS TO DEAL WITH THIS PAIN BUT ME. Who are you to tell me how to deal with this trauma? Who are you!
Even after sharing he manages to play the victim role. What kind of sick ass person can be okay with that?
For so long I’ve begged and pleaded my abuser to make things right to understand the pain he caused and to fix the damage he has done but you can’t expect the person who damaged you to fix you . They wouldn’t have damaged you in the first place if it was possible...
My story has been the same for years. Protect him protect him protect him. I’ve protected him up to the point where I’ve completely lost myself. I am so upset with myself for protecting him for so long. I could never forgive myself for it...
