Does anyone else feel this quiet repulsion to sex? I think it& #39;s an adverse effect of having grown up on the internet and consuming media that generally reduces sex to something cheap and exploitative. I read a lot of books growing up that had men engage in sex unfeelingly,(1/n)
always showcasing men who were hypersexual and only used women to satiate biological needs. And these books always had this callous representation of women as shallow, clinging onto men who didn& #39;t really want them and in general lacking of self respect. (2/n)
It might also have to do with the fact that my consent has been violated so many times, in so many inexplicable ways, having men only see me as tits and vagina. Also if you& #39;ve paid attention, there& #39;s an increase in the amount of violence that& #39;s been introduced to sex where(3/n)
young girls are supposed to love being bitch slapped and choked or degraded because the internet preaches anything less than that and you& #39;re boring. Everytime I& #39;ve been involved with another person, I& #39;ve felt disconnected and disengaged because I& #39;m lying there(4/n)