TW: Mention of self harm, and killing

I& #39;m about to sound problematic, but I have a really bad obsession with one of my ex& #39;s. There was a time where I had multiple accounts that I used to spy on him, and another time when I s//lf h//rmed because he said he didn& #39;t love me.

And then when he got together with another person, I used to fantasize about killing them. And I have a whole entire folder on my phone with just pictures of him. I know this isn& #39;t healthy, I know this is wrong, I& #39;m trying to stop.

I& #39;m sorry that you had to read that, I just had to get it off my chest and this is the only place where we don& #39;t know each other& #39;s accounts.

I& #39;m going to delete this thread in like an hour or so, my account is supposed to be wholesome, not this.