God you& #39;re such a piece of shit. I don& #39;t know how you keep getting away with this shit but you do and it& #39;s unfair. How much blood do you need to spill before the veil is stained completely red? And even then would anyone notice or care?

I want to tell myself that you& #39;ll get yours someday, i hope you crash and burn in the most public and spectacular manner. But it& #39;s becoming more and more apparent to me that it& #39;s not going to. At the very least, it won& #39;t be any time soon.

This world is not conducive to justice, or if it is, it& #39;s taking it& #39;s sweet fuckin time.
And as much as I& #39;d love to say that your own punishment is that you have to be a piece of shit, i know that& #39;s just a way to cope with the things you& #39;ve done that you haven& #39;t answered for.

I wanted to be the type of person who could save anyone from slipping through the cracks, but even when i gave it my all, it just got worse and worse and worse. And it& #39;ll continue to go downhill, that& #39;s the part I& #39;m most afraid of. That it& #39;ll get worse than someone dying.

I don& #39;t wanna say "fine, you win" though, not just because it& #39;s cliche or whatever, but because i hate you and i refuse to admit it. Also, this doesn& #39;t revolve entirely around me regardless. Your sins will follow you until the day you die. Someone will end all this someday.

If it weren& #39;t for what you did, i might not be this awful. You might be the worst person I& #39;ve ever had the displeasure of meeting. I trusted you and looked up to you and chose to take advantage of that. Fuck you and every breath you take