there& #39;s been so many times where i just felt like deleting all my shit and making a new identity and ditching everything just because of the littlest things

someone would tell me off about an unfunny joke and i& #39;d really just hover over the deactivate button and prepare to redo everything on all of my accounts and never talk to anybody.

this type of stuff just leads me to believe just nobody really enjoys my presence. all of the people i enjoy talking to don& #39;t enjoy talking to me and i can tell because of how they respond to me. nobody wants to do anything with me at all, and i& #39;m denied by everyone i talk to.

and since im probably just gonna delete this thread later im just gonna say it right now, i& #39;m gonna kill myself after i turn 21. i don& #39;t like sharing this but it gets everyone worried when they shouldn& #39;t be. i don& #39;t want to deal with anything past that age,

and also why i don& #39;t look for new friends. i don& #39;t want people to get attached to me anymore. i don& #39;t want people to worry, i just want to go out in peace later in life.