Listening to "Sloppy Seconds" and thinking about my bf who I miss a lot. Crying? A little bit but maybe I& #39;ll hear from him soon. It& #39;s been a while.

This thread is gonna be mushy. I& #39;m not sorry. Last time I talked to him, he sent me this song https://open.spotify.com/track/6fuA28tFxMmsx7bmB1bsw4?si=_W24a5z_T9ix83ME7tYnRw">https://open.spotify.com/track/6fu...

We& #39;ve been together for 2 whole years. Lots of time and lots of distance has been spent apart but I& #39;m so patient. These things are not within anyone& #39;s control. No, I won& #39;t elaborate on why. Just know I can go months & weeks without hearing from him due to that.

He was supposed to visit me but shit happened and then covid-19 happened too so yeah. We didn& #39;t get what we wanted this year. Doesn& #39;t mean that there won& #39;t be a (probably small) possibility in the future, just not right now.

I think that& #39;s the soulmate I was given. That& #39;s why all the readings made no sense on the subject. I& #39;m not even sure if I believe in soulmates but if they exist then he is.