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TW // suicidal threats, gaslighting, manipulation
Alright I tried my very very best to hold this shit in for MONTHS but Iām exhausted, and she refuses to see reason nor apologize. You CAN NOT do this shit cuz you donāt get your way. Sheās been doing this for MONTHS. And +
Alright I tried my very very best to hold this shit in for MONTHS but Iām exhausted, and she refuses to see reason nor apologize. You CAN NOT do this shit cuz you donāt get your way. Sheās been doing this for MONTHS. And +
+ within that time period, sheās said her friends think IM the toxic one.
Hereās the story: I had planned a ship with her months ago, and I meant it then. But the longer our friendship went on, the less I wanted it, and I vocalized that. I did. I kept saying āI need time, +
Hereās the story: I had planned a ship with her months ago, and I meant it then. But the longer our friendship went on, the less I wanted it, and I vocalized that. I did. I kept saying āI need time, +
+ I donāt want this, I donāt know what I wantā and yet she kept treating me like her property, trying to force pregnancy storylines when I didnāt want them, would spam my inbox on days she knew damn fucking well I was busy and would then claim I was ignoring her.
She would CONSTANTLY say Iām the bad friend because I chose my own peace of mind over her dramatics. Anytime she wouldnāt get her way, sheād block me or threaten to hurt herself.
I tried and tried and tried to be friendly and kind and I even reached out when she went awol cuz I was afraid she was hurt but Iām FUCKING tired. Even as I wrote this she was sending me shit like this. Blocking and unblocking just to send me shit.
Thereās a reason she got a whole thread with people having the same complaints. Iām tired of feeling crazy. It ISNT me, I did my best. And now Iām done with it.
(I should also reiterate that this is for my side account, not for Annie) but look at the language she uses for her messages! Itās riddled with gaslighting and guilt tripping and it makes me fucking nauseous.
This was the first time she left. I donāt remember why I didnāt answer this day, to be fair, but I came back to... 
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I am NOT toxic for wanting to be okay. I am NOT toxic for not accepting psycho behavior. I am NOT toxic for not wanting a ship, making that clear, and then being told I didnāt just because she would refuse to accept the answer, as shown below from just YESTERDAY !!!!!!
This was a message sent to Annie. Even her compliments and love were backdoor and riddled with guilt tripping. This was in regards to @lilnuggct thread about her, which Iāll link below to show you Iām not the only one this shit happens to.
!!!! https://twitter.com/lilnuggct/status/1308935566503931910">https://twitter.com/lilnuggct...
Here she is on a side account, once again, trying to garner sympathy and claim she āisnāt who she was back thenā yet was literally threatening whole ass suicide to me THIS MORNING over a fucking roleplay ship????
She claims I never voiced what I wanted, yet here I am, voicing that Iām uncomfortable, and there is no apology. No attempt to meet halfway. Nope. Just denial. Thatās always how it was: Iām always the toxic wrong one, and Iām just always misunderstanding her OBSESSIVE behavior.
My character said he loved her once, and she used that for EVERYTHINNNNGGG. Man. Iām exhausted. Iām so tired and I can only go so far. I wish her nothing but good health, but I can no longer be a part of such a dangerous, toxic, abusive narrative.
