I cannot listen to “worship” music that puts emphasis on how messed up of a person I am . It make me cringe like no other ..

One of the many ways my beliefs have evolved over the past couple years is I don’t find it necessary to constantly meditate and rehearse your flaws, shortcomings and human nature . I’ve found that to actually be very toxic ..

10 years of saying and believing that even on my best day I was still trash really fucked with my mind, self esteem, self worth and overall view of self and God ..

I got helllaaa journals filled with Fix me, help me, save me, change me, love me https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥴" title="Woozy face" aria-label="Emoji: Woozy face"> desperation in the right way has its place but Im more in a “here’s me” type of place right now and Im happier than I’ve ever been ..

My current view is even on my worst day, I’m Tight ! https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🔥" title="Feuer" aria-label="Emoji: Feuer"> Tuh! He made me great , so let me be great https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😉" title="Zwinkerndes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Zwinkerndes Gesicht"> Thanks for coming to my Ted talk.