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Feel I owe y& #39;all some words after that last tweet
This is probably gonna be a whole thread and a half
Hoo boy
Feel I owe y& #39;all some words after that last tweet
This is probably gonna be a whole thread and a half
Hoo boy
Last Saturday, my mom did some really not cool stuff to me. It maxed out with her physically pulling me out of bed and dragging me into the living room by my legs. Emotional stuff too. I& #39;m not going to go into the full details here, but know that while it& #39;s somewhat
understandable that she was mad at me, there really isn& #39;t any reason why she should actually treat me like that. Cue me getting super upset, calling her out on it and getting dismissed. I should probably also note, that this kind of thing (more the emotional than the physical)
has been a reoccurring issue for a while now, and this just happened to be the straw that broke the camel& #39;s back for various reasons. I then acknowledge to myself that there& #39;s just no way I& #39;m going to get an apology, and go about my
day, really really upset. Fast forward 3 days (yesterday). I& #39;ve been noticeably upset towards my mom this whole time and my dad, yes my dad, finally confronts me about it. I explain what& #39;s up, nearly break down into tears, but I& #39;m not in a position to confront her about it then.
I& #39;ll heavily abridge today& #39;s events by saying that my mom and I finally talked. I think things will get better, but I& #39;m not entirely sure they will. I& #39;m definitely still scared of being treated like this again. I don& #39;t feel like I can 100% trust her. I& #39;m scared of what it will
take to make things better. I& #39;m scared things can& #39;t get better.
Obviously this isn& #39;t the whole story, I& #39;ve trimmed a lot. But I don& #39;t really feel my public tl is the place to discuss that. But hopefully that gets across the important stuff. I& #39;m in a better place mentally now,
Obviously this isn& #39;t the whole story, I& #39;ve trimmed a lot. But I don& #39;t really feel my public tl is the place to discuss that. But hopefully that gets across the important stuff. I& #39;m in a better place mentally now,
but I definitely still have my concerns and I& #39;m still not back to normal Ben levels. Virtual hugs would be very much appreciated, thank you.
