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okay ignore the next tweets i’m like rly sad and don’t want to talk to anyone directly but i still want to let it out but at the same time i don’t want to do it here but i don’t have another acct so lolz
FIRST OFF JFJWJSKSN FUCK YOU. LITERALLY FUCK YOU. UR HURTING ME SO BAD AND U DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH IT FUCKING HURTS WHEN U DO THIS SHIT but then again it’s just me being sensitive af BUT WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO US
LIKE HUH WHY DID U SWITCH UP SO QUICK AND U DONT EVEN FUCKING NOTICE THAT IM HURTING AND I WANT TO TELL U BUT I CANT LIKE I CANT IM SUCH A FUCKING BURDEN AND IM SCARED YOULL LEAVE MY LIFE
I FUCKING DEACTIVATED FOR AN HOUR AND ONLY 4 PEOPLE NOTICED MAYBE 5 ?(&/&/&!/ IM SO CLOSE WITH SO MANY OF U AND SEEING HOW SMALL OF A NUMBER NOTICED IS SO SAD . LIKE i’m not attacking y’all but that shit hurts 
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like i rly thought i meant SOMETHING to some of u BUT u literally proved me wrong LIKE I KNEW I WAS ANNOYING AND U GUYS DONT LIKE ME BUT U DIDNT HAVE TO CONFIRM IT https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht"> UGH https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🙄" title="Gesicht mit rollenden Augen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit rollenden Augen"> like now i’m hella self conscious ab everything https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🧍♀️" title="Stehende Frau" aria-label="Emoji: Stehende Frau">
AND THEN SOME OF U NOTICED BUT DIDNT EVEN CHECK UP ON ME I KNOW YALL HAVE MY SNAP AND MY # AND INSTA BUT THAT RIGHT THERE SHOWS HOW MUCH U GUYS CARE https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😀" title="Grinsendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Grinsendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="‼️" title="Doppeltes Ausrufezeichen" aria-label="Emoji: Doppeltes Ausrufezeichen"> AND THEN TO TOP IT ALL OFF
SOME OF U ONLY ASK IF IM OKAY WHENEVER I DEACTIVATE OR IF I SAY IM SAD OKAY LIKE IDK AB U BUT I DONT LIKE THAT https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht"> like IT FEELS like in order for u to care I NEED TO DEACTIVATE LIKE WHY CANT U CARE AB ME WITHOUT HAVING ME DOING ALL OF THIS SHIT
UGH SORRY IM KINDA CRYING RN AND ITS BEEN A RLY HARD COUPLE OF DAYS https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🧍♀️" title="Stehende Frau" aria-label="Emoji: Stehende Frau">
IM LITERALLY TRYING MY HARDEST HERE https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😎" title="Lächelndes Gesicht mit Sonnenbrille" aria-label="Emoji: Lächelndes Gesicht mit Sonnenbrille">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤩" title="Vom Star geblendet" aria-label="Emoji: Vom Star geblendet">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😜" title="Winking face with tongue" aria-label="Emoji: Winking face with tongue">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😎" title="Lächelndes Gesicht mit Sonnenbrille" aria-label="Emoji: Lächelndes Gesicht mit Sonnenbrille">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😀" title="Grinsendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Grinsendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😎" title="Lächelndes Gesicht mit Sonnenbrille" aria-label="Emoji: Lächelndes Gesicht mit Sonnenbrille">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😎" title="Lächelndes Gesicht mit Sonnenbrille" aria-label="Emoji: Lächelndes Gesicht mit Sonnenbrille">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🏃♀️" title="Läuferin" aria-label="Emoji: Läuferin">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😁" title="Grinsendes Gesicht mit lächelnden Augen" aria-label="Emoji: Grinsendes Gesicht mit lächelnden Augen">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😎" title="Lächelndes Gesicht mit Sonnenbrille" aria-label="Emoji: Lächelndes Gesicht mit Sonnenbrille">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😌" title="Erleichtertes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Erleichtertes Gesicht"> WHAT DO I DO LIKE WHAT SHOULD I CHANGE https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🔪" title="Küchenmesser" aria-label="Emoji: Küchenmesser">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👎" title="Thumbs down" aria-label="Emoji: Thumbs down">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👎" title="Thumbs down" aria-label="Emoji: Thumbs down">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😜" title="Winking face with tongue" aria-label="Emoji: Winking face with tongue">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😟" title="Besorgtes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Besorgtes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😜" title="Winking face with tongue" aria-label="Emoji: Winking face with tongue">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🍇" title="Weintrauben" aria-label="Emoji: Weintrauben">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😜" title="Winking face with tongue" aria-label="Emoji: Winking face with tongue">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🏃♀️" title="Läuferin" aria-label="Emoji: Läuferin">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🔪" title="Küchenmesser" aria-label="Emoji: Küchenmesser"> i just want someone to be THERE.
LIKE IK some of u are HERE and say “i’m here and u can talk to me” BUT I CANT. like i still FEEL SO DAMN LONELY. and why do i feel like that ??(!&3&2 IDFK i just do and idk what to do ab it and i just ughhhhhfjdksksmnwjqkaldnjwkqls i’m just so fucking tired https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">
TW // suicide / death ?
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LIKE I CANT STRESS THIS ENOUGH I HATE IT HERE I HATE MY LIFE I HATE MYSELF I HATE TJJWNSJWHBW ughhhh i want to die so fucking baddddddhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht"> sorry if this is so depressing but literally MY LIFE IS SO DEPRESSING LIKE UGH LOVE GIVE ME LOVE
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LIKE I CANT STRESS THIS ENOUGH I HATE IT HERE I HATE MY LIFE I HATE MYSELF I HATE TJJWNSJWHBW ughhhh i want to die so fucking badddddd
UGH i sound so desperate https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😔" title="Nachdenkliches Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Nachdenkliches Gesicht"> i just want to feel happy for once in my life https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🧍♀️" title="Stehende Frau" aria-label="Emoji: Stehende Frau"> LIKE PLS FOR ONE DAY MAKE ME FEEL HAPPINESS i literally cant recall a day where i was actually happy and OKAY WITH LIFE https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😀" title="Grinsendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Grinsendes Gesicht"> LIKE WHY DOES EVERY DAY GET RUINED
TW // death / suicide ?
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i’m not even going to start w my familyhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🧍♀️" title="Stehende Frau" aria-label="Emoji: Stehende Frau">i just rly rly want to d!e. and i feel like a disappointment so lolz. okay i feel like i said too much goodnight lololol
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i’m not even going to start w my family
