i& #39;ve had really intense anxiety these past two months (the whole year really) that i haven& #39;t been able to concentrate on much, especially not any of the things i usually love. haven& #39;t blogged, barely read. i& #39;m starting to feel myself slowly coming out of it now.

it& #39;s weird how noticeably different i feel but it also scares me because i didn& #39;t even notice how badly i was feeling until i started feeling better. my brain kinda shut down a little & all i& #39;ve done is re-watch TV shows. but i guess it& #39;s what i& #39;ve needed.

that& #39;s the thing about anxiety. it can manifest in totally different ways than what you& #39;re used to. for as much progress as i& #39;ve made over the years, it scares me just how little control i can have over it at times & this year, especially, has been one long anxiety rollercoaster!