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bts wrote this song for me and for years people who are trapped in the same situation as me often wont be understood by anyone but when they released this particular song, i cried so many tears of relief. https://open.spotify.com/track/4AlihYDqxXshKhvh5tnMfP?si=uWSYmc7qQWqfB0tbxDUqnQ">https://open.spotify.com/track/4Al...
the first verse...they just get you right away. for years this had been my struggle when facing the reality of how fast-paced everyone’s journey seem to be as an adult but then theres me stucked in the same cycle of “it’ll get better’s”
our days are just cycles of 24 hours of nothing but ourselves to care for. i cant wait to meet the night, it feels like i somehow made it and that little escape from reality i’ve faced throughout the day could be forgotten although i still have endless tomorrows
when the clock resets to 00:00 a.m. i’ll be alright, nights feel like a short gateaway. its the best part of everyday
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even if nothing promises you better things to happen the next day since you’re stuck in a repetitive routine by yourself, its reassuring to know that you have something to look forward to on a brand new day even if its nothing much
please when i say its truly needed for people like me it truly is really helpful as our biggest comfort. also this discussion just proves how perfectly it describes one’s feelings and thoughts in this situation https://youtu.be/Bw1upeiTaGo ">https://youtu.be/Bw1upeiTa...
especially when i totally lost my entire youth days to depression, lost the chance to build my life as quick as the rest and only catching up now that im in my adulthood, its so lonely and no one ever get that. all the expectations are on me and my age in whatever i do
this.
idk what ive been rambling so far i couldnt sleep for 3 days but this thread happened due to the sudden wave of regret that hit me when i recall my lost youth days and the song came on shuffle so
also just a reminder when you point out the disappointing intellectuality and maturity of people with the same struggle i faced, it literally shatters us to pieces..just stop expecting us to have it all by now. we are reclaiming those days and times we lost to grow.
also sorry im waayyy better at wording things im just really really sleep deprived but i need to get things off my chest rn so yeah end of thread 
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