Honestly, I don& #39;t understand anymore...
They tell me to be very honest about everything and they get mad as if their emotions are valid but not my own too... I& #39;m someone who& #39;s genuinely lost and blunt so what the hell...
I can& #39;t, man...

Just a bit of context, my family& #39;s trust in me is gone all because of my past mistakes in college. I was really depressed so I stopped and they didn& #39;t like it.
Now that I& #39;m taking classes again, I& #39;m now being nagged all the time because they don& #39;t fully trust me still...

I snapped and I got silenced once again...
Oh why am I ranting here...
Idk, I probably have nowhere else. Even I can& #39;t connect with my classmates and instructors properly ugh...

I didn& #39;t even give a violent reaction whatsoever...
I just suddenly got scared for a second... when will they understand...
I thought they did understand...
Who& #39;s lying now..?

I& #39;ll probably delete this thread later, I just need to type all of them here anyway

I& #39;m sorry, I just got too blunt with frustration these days that my words get mistaken as disrespectful even after clarifying... Again.

Plus I still don& #39;t have internet so I can only stay online for several minutes or I have to keep charging my mobile data again...