I& #39;ve been overweight since I was like 3 or 4. I have never managed to lose weight until now, and I& #39;ve lost a lot. It& #39;s very hard for me though because my mom doesn& #39;t care. I& #39;ve done everything and have lost many lbs, but every day my mom always fatshames me to the point of

Wanting to give up. Everyday i wake up to getting called a fatass, a lazy good for nothing obese piece of shit, a fat fucking r*tard, or an autistic hippo who only wants to eat all day. Its hard for me and I really need support. I want to lose weight. I want to be normal.

I want my mom to stop insulting me to the point of me feeling like I want to just end it all. I have done so much work, and even losing just 10 pounds for me is an achievement. I used to be over 350 lbs and now I& #39;m at 318, and I keep working everyday to lose more and more.

But all my mom does is insult me, make me feel bad, and when I tell her that i lost weight she just insults me more because "i could be a human if you didnt spend so much time on that damn technology and music". It hurts me a lot, especially because it& #39;s the one thing

That all my life I& #39;ve worked so hard for, and now I& #39;m at the point where its paying off but instead of making my mom proud, she just sees it as another reason to insult me.