September is coming which means:
-Yay I turn 29
-Yay we get a puppy
-And then 3rd anniversary of my dad passing away.

i& #39;m suddenly having a very....rough night

like loss is So Fucking Weird bc like, you& #39;ll be fine most of the time and then something just...hits weird and you& #39;re just crying like it happened yesterday and just it fucking sucks. like i joke about my dad SO MUCH and make jokes about him being gone and just all this stuff

like my sister and i mess with his urn CONSTANTLY to make mom laugh (she honestly thinks it& #39;s funny don& #39;t worry we& #39;re not traumatizing our mom) and all this stuff and then sometimes its like This Isn& #39;t Funny At All time to Fucking Cry For An Hour