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sexual assault
sexual assault
this is really hard to talk about but i am starting to recover from his incident and i want this out. people like this do not deserve a platform at all. i’m sorry to all of his fans and i know this is gonna be a shock to many, but i need this out.
let’s just get straight to the point. i was sexually assaulted by a tiktoker named caleb finn. i am 17 now but at the time this happened i was only 15. i was a huge supporter of caleb, and i spent so much money and time on him. he seemed so sweet and innocent.
i had over 1000 followers on my fan page and i was pretty well known in the fandom. i donated so much money on his twitch streams, and after all this happened i refunded it back. he then told his stream that i spent the money without my parents permission.
which was not true at all. it happened at playlist live 2020, orlando florida. when i first met him he seemed off. he kept looking down at my boobs, and stroking my arm, but i brushed it off thinking he was just being friendly or he was just tired.
he asked me for my number, and told me how beautiful i was so i told him i was a minor, and he just said “that’s fine” i told him no and he didn’t offer to talk to me after that. a few days later i seen him again, except with the rest of his friends.
if you look in caps vlog after they left ihop is when i seen him for the second time. i went up to him and said hi again, and he said “oh i seen you yesterday hi” and he put his hands around my waist when his friends were talking with other supporters.
i tried to pull away but he pulled my closer. i told him i was only 15 and he just said “we’re just hugging” my other friends asked him politely to get off of me and he kissed my check and left to talk to other supporters. i was terrified and heartbroken that i looked up to him.
a few days after that incident i was sitting outside with my friends waiting for my mom to pick us up when my friends seem benji and jeyjey. my friends wanted to say hi so we went. they were also incredibly nice but i seen caleb staring at me from afar.
i thought maybe he’d apologize for the other day, or maybe even i was exaggerating and it was just a hug. so i went over to say good bye and when i did he started rubbing my breasts. my friends and i backed away and said goodbye one last time.
when i finally left i was so hurt, humiliated, scared, and scared. as soon as i got home i finally got the courage to tell my mom. she suggested i went to therapy so i did. after almost a month of therapy i was finally able to unfollow caleb, and make a post on my fanpage.
i told everyone i was leaving the fandom because my mental heath, but that was only partly true. i never had the confidence to tell anyone else besides my parent and close friends until now.
i know this is hard to believe because caleb is so unproblematic and has never been in any drama before, but please take my claims into consideration. and i know it’s hard to believe me because i have no proof. thank you for reading have a good day.