Let me start a thread about my firsts and the firsts I wanna have like mafuki

And so my first starting with childhood HM.. first friend zuairiya that I lost after a year. First besty Nishat..lost after some year.. first fall in love..it& #39;s tough..I guess riyad..after class 3 was the only class..I had boys to talk to me.. First real long love.. :& #39;) Nadib.

So all these are lost.. then let& #39;s talk about first doings..first online friend to audio call is Ann..
So dear future person...to let you know. My first late night talks ..is already stolen by limie .. that& #39;s the reason I started this thread.. I want you to give me the same feels

Someday again.. for some days after losing her..it was so tough for me..to even let go nights so easily like this.. I realized what firsts actually feel like .. I really did love her.. huh? In a bad way I guess.. ah.. I wish it was allowed