And they keep making empty promises "once she comes home from bootcamp and the new school year starts it& #39;ll be all about you" and I get called ungrateful and selfish because I& #39;m being an attention hog and I know I& #39;m being selfish but I just wish there was time for me you know?

I& #39;m sorry I got a little emotional and started like crying and ranting there. Some of this stuff just still affects me and I don& #39;t know why I know I& #39;m being weird and that she deserves the attention more I just get a little jealous- anyways back to the point of the story-

It& #39;s just I never get to talk and now that my siblings are gone we don& #39;t eat dinner as a family cause my mom doesn& #39;t see the point when it& #39;s just the three of us and when my dad takes us to a restaurant occasionally they get mad when I talk because they& #39;re on their phone-

Which I get because they are trying to either text my siblings or read or something so we still kinda eat by ourselves lmao. But anyways because of that I am just really quiet when first meeting people, and I& #39;m very low maintenance when it comes to texting. But I still talk a lot

When I get to know you some people just have to shut me up I guess. Lol I just realized how much I& #39;m talking. I& #39;m sorry I know this is annoying I just wanna write these things down. Feel free to mute this thread or if you want I can stop posting these. I& #39;ll shut up now. G& #39;nighthttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💞" title="Drehende Herzen" aria-label="Emoji: Drehende Herzen">