I& #39;m in such a bad place right now and I don& #39;t feel as if I have anything positive to put forward. Things are only getting worse for me and it& #39;s almost more than I can take. I think I& #39;ll keep quiet on here for a while until I can crawl out if this deep hole I& #39;m in.

To everyone on this thread; thank you. It& #39;s nice to know that there are others who do care. So often I feel that no one would actually miss me if I were gone. I am trying to see good things but, I& #39;ll admit, it& #39;s so hard right now.