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interviewing an ex-sasaeng, confession from a stalker : a thread
what made you stop being a sasaeng?
“my anxiety started to interfere with my daily life in 2017. 8 months ago my depression was the worst it’s ever been. I stopped caring and stopped checking every update. I could not stage myself into their busy schedule anymore I knew my-
“my anxiety started to interfere with my daily life in 2017. 8 months ago my depression was the worst it’s ever been. I stopped caring and stopped checking every update. I could not stage myself into their busy schedule anymore I knew my-
sasaeng actions wouldn’t lead anywhere.. I pretty much deluded myself into a non existential relationship with the members.“
what did you do as a sasaeng?
“I sold every private information I could find: illegal flights, photos, telephone numbers etc.. the worst I’ve done is take the same first class as BTS. flight information is so popular because in that situation the members are so vulnerable, they
“I sold every private information I could find: illegal flights, photos, telephone numbers etc.. the worst I’ve done is take the same first class as BTS. flight information is so popular because in that situation the members are so vulnerable, they
can’t escape us.
where do you find these sasaengs that exchange information?
“sasaengs are not an exclusive group. it’s not hard to find us or leaked information. right now, there’s an abundance of fake sasaeng information being posted on Twitter and IG.-
“sasaengs are not an exclusive group. it’s not hard to find us or leaked information. right now, there’s an abundance of fake sasaeng information being posted on Twitter and IG.-
most of the information posted on these account are censored and to unlock you have to pay X amount of money through DMs. you don’t make a good living out of it but it’s good pocket money.”
did you ever realize and regret what you were doing?
“in 2017 and the beginning 2018 I kept thinking how I didn’t want to continue this anymore due to my depression. It’s been challenging to stop. the only thing I loved was this boy group, they were the only reason I woke up.-
“in 2017 and the beginning 2018 I kept thinking how I didn’t want to continue this anymore due to my depression. It’s been challenging to stop. the only thing I loved was this boy group, they were the only reason I woke up.-
I was so obsessed with them that I didn’t care about my health, I craved to see them up close.”
now that you’re not a sasaeng, how are you doing?
“I am still a very dedicated BTS fan. I realized that my pass actions were very wrong and I’m actually in therapy for 2 months now. I’m doing alright. Of course here and there I still have old temptations but I try to ignore.”
“I am still a very dedicated BTS fan. I realized that my pass actions were very wrong and I’m actually in therapy for 2 months now. I’m doing alright. Of course here and there I still have old temptations but I try to ignore.”
this thread originated from youtuber sherliza moé. to get more in depth and attentive details from this ex sasaeng, I advise you watch the youtube Video. it’s very interesting and I definitely recommend.
