I& #39;m trying to apply to a scholarship in Calgary& #39;s University, to finally be able to study and move on with my future, Canadian universities require an English proficiency test, which can be either Tofel, IELTS or Duolingo test.

I can& #39;t do nether IELTS nor Tofel because we don& #39;t have test center for them in Syria and the borders with Lebanon are closed
So i have to go with Duolingo.
And now because of the new sanctions @realDonaldTrump put, Duolingo can& #39;t provide the test to Syrian students.

Which means that i lost the hope to apply for this scholarship or any university that requires an English proficiency test.
Everyday is just another disappointment, everyday I& #39;m getting farther from all of my dreams. And I& #39;m losing hope in everything.

Having this one is a curse, a curse that will haunt you for the rest of your life.
Everything I& #39;ve been through, the war, the things I& #39;ve seen and experienced. Will always haunt me.
I hate it, i hate remembering that i belong to it in any way.

Why should i go through all of this? I didn& #39;t decide to be born here, i didn& #39;t pick my parents. Why should i suffer like this? Like i can& #39;t even have a chance?
I refuse to accept any of this and i will keep looking for a way out. Till i die.

@Canada @StudyingAbroad @ServiceCanada_E @UNHCRCanada @UCalgary