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So, I& #39;ve decided tomorrow I& #39;ll profess my feelings to this Sagittarius I& #39;ve been seeing, I& #39;m an aries/sag with venus in gemini, I don& #39;t even know which one of us is the one with the commitment issues but lemme tell you - we are one glorious mess so send good vibes
We both said we love each other and then somehow we broke up (and I didn& #39;t even think there was something to break up), like seriously what
We& #39;re planning a short trip together and a platonic date night, stay tuned everyone
It& #39;s so weird that the "breakup" was 2 weeks ago, and I feel like it& #39;s been 2 months and kinda over it God bless all that fire sign power in my chart and the almighty #geminivenus
And then there is a sudden rush of feelings where I remember how it was in the beginning and I get nostalgic for a bit & the my defense mechanism goes straight to "time to ghost him & mentally check out of this friendship completely" why am I like this
But also, why is he like this
We went for a coffee date, I almost kissed him at the greeting (thank god for masks, keeping me away from nasty habits) & he went on a rant on people not being themselves when their partners are around & then went "If you & I were a couple, we would be..." yadda yadda yadda
A hot mess of being super attracted to a person & also being super scared of vulnerability. Yes, I am aware of my shit. I am working on my shit. Still feels hard.
Forgot to mention he gave me a kiss on the cheek (which is sth he never does). Hot mess season.
So, it& #39;s been a month since our "non-break up breakup" & he& #39;s coming over next week for my town for a couple of days of quality time.
I bounce from looking forward to see him to I want to ghost you until the end of time boy.
Also, he met someone he likes, texted me about it & I am genuinely happy for him. We gonna talk about it more next week. I& #39;m planning a salsa a picnic & salsa for us and I am looking forward to it.
I& #39;m glad I made this thread because I re-read it sometimes & I laugh at myself because it all makes sense & nothing makes sense at the same time, thank god I have 0% of shame
