Just took a shower and shaved my body, usually that helps dysphoria, but all it did was show how God damn hairy I am and how fast the stuff grows.

I may not have a hairy torso or legs, but God everything else just ruins me when I feel it.

God I& #39;m gross

I really don& #39;t see what people see in me, I& #39;m not funny, I& #39;m not pretty, I& #39;m not clever, and im not original.

Even lewd wise I& #39;m not that great, I post my ass a lot, but it isn& #39;t even a good ass? It& #39;s all angles really, my cock is ugly, I must have been dumb to think I ever-

Had a chance to make any kinda side income or whatever with my mediocre body.

And what& #39;s even worse is that I feel this way despite being told the opposite just about any interaction. I think people just give me pity compliments really.

I& #39;ve said before that i don& #39;t care much about passing or whatever because I want to love me for me, but as you can see I& #39;m not loving me right now https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😧" title="Schmerzgeplagtes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Schmerzgeplagtes Gesicht">. Posting lewds usually helps my self esteem, but all they have been doing recently is showing how gross my body really is.

Anyways, I have a support group tommorow, I really really hope that helps me feel better, I& #39;ll try to look pretty

I& #39;m sorry for this long thread of self pity but I need to get this written out somewhere.

I& #39;m not doing okay, but I& #39;m thankful for all of you truly https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💋" title="Kussabdruck" aria-label="Emoji: Kussabdruck">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤" title="Rotes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Rotes Herz"> no need to interact with this thread, I just love you all.