I love you.
And although you may never see this..
and however desperate this is to say at this point..
I still love you.
This person that you are is a lil unhinged, but it was always in you. And I already cared for her way before she came into existence.
And although you may never see this..
and however desperate this is to say at this point..
I still love you.
This person that you are is a lil unhinged, but it was always in you. And I already cared for her way before she came into existence.
Life is boring as shit without you. It& #39;s slow.
But I am learning to be my own person since you have cut me off.
I am learning to be happy for myself and by myself.
I wanted to do this all with you by my side.. but life just didn& #39;t want thst to happen.
But I am learning to be my own person since you have cut me off.
I am learning to be happy for myself and by myself.
I wanted to do this all with you by my side.. but life just didn& #39;t want thst to happen.
Again.
Fuck Life.
Like shitt, it& #39;s the true bitch.
Too bad I got plans on this earth..
If I didn& #39;t I would have ended this damn thing.
Anywho.
D is fun. He reminds me alot of you. We just had a great ol time talking about random shit.. n u lol.
Fuck Life.
Like shitt, it& #39;s the true bitch.
Too bad I got plans on this earth..
If I didn& #39;t I would have ended this damn thing.
Anywho.
D is fun. He reminds me alot of you. We just had a great ol time talking about random shit.. n u lol.
But yeah..
I just wanted to get this out..
No point of holding shit in *cough* *cough*
I love you. I hope you are loving yourself..
I do and do not (cos i still jelly) hope that these niggas also are keeping you happy.
I hate myself
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I just wanted to get this out..
No point of holding shit in *cough* *cough*
I love you. I hope you are loving yourself..
I do and do not (cos i still jelly) hope that these niggas also are keeping you happy.
I hate myself
I wish I understood you and your thoughts enough to keep you in chatting with me..
Just your virtual presence would have been enough..
With the distance and all.. we would have to have coped somehow.
Fuck me
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My tears are messing up my phone
Just your virtual presence would have been enough..
With the distance and all.. we would have to have coped somehow.
Fuck me
My tears are messing up my phone
Alrighty..
To Conclude,
I hope you see this..
I would email.. but the more logical side of me, seeing how we left things, is saying that if you still care even the littlest bit..
You will find this Twitter account (if you haven& #39;t already) and read is all.
To Conclude,
I hope you see this..
I would email.. but the more logical side of me, seeing how we left things, is saying that if you still care even the littlest bit..
You will find this Twitter account (if you haven& #39;t already) and read is all.
But if you don& #39;t..
I& #39;ll just let it be..
And move comepletely on, eventually...
Hopefully I keep working like I did today, fuck that was tough, but funn.
And lord knows I need teh money.
Fuck
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I hav to get this out 2..
You aren& #39;t shit bitch, your basic ass friend brainwashed u
I& #39;ll just let it be..
And move comepletely on, eventually...
Hopefully I keep working like I did today, fuck that was tough, but funn.
And lord knows I need teh money.
Fuck
I hav to get this out 2..
You aren& #39;t shit bitch, your basic ass friend brainwashed u
Sorry, that was my angry side.. cos i am hurt
Anywayyy
I love you. Live as free and as single as you want baby.
You are young. Shit happens. People come, people go.
I keep the real near me.
I don& #39;t see my boys leaving anytime fucking soon.
But u never know.
I had more to say, but I am blanking.
Goodbye my lil gem..
Goodbye my lil gem..
I want to see you grow and evolve as you do.
But I don& #39;t want to "hurt" you.
And if seeing my name reacting to your stuff does that.. then I want to say that I need more time to become a nobody..
But I don& #39;t want to "hurt" you.
And if seeing my name reacting to your stuff does that.. then I want to say that I need more time to become a nobody..
Possibly permanent pause on the game.
I just had an epiphany.. that I should have always had in my head when first making this thread, but
I need to keep respecting your boundaries.
That post went from me wanting you to be free to me trying to insert myself back into your life.
I just had an epiphany.. that I should have always had in my head when first making this thread, but
I need to keep respecting your boundaries.
That post went from me wanting you to be free to me trying to insert myself back into your life.
Sorry.
Shit just seems so right in the moment and it is just not the way for things to go.
Fuck me.
Anyway, I do wish for your hapiness.
You deserve the world. Much more than I do, your hardships are too vast for a young lady and I wouldn& #39;t have wished them on your or anybody