I& #39;m going to be getting very personal in this thread. I& #39;m going to be talking about a lot of sensitive topics, and if you are affected by that then I suggest not reading...
To those who say they care, to those who show me a facade of care, and especially to those who say they will help me get better but refuse to help beyond my first steps. YOU are part of the problem. You are what makes me hate those around me, and even hate myself to an extent.
You somehow see the fun and pleasure by harassing me for being gay. You see the fun in illegally assaulting me for fun. You see the fun in causing me any kind of pain for your own benefit. But what did you gain from calling me a faggot? What did you gain from stealing my phone-
-And leaking my private messages on instagram? Did it get you the clout you wanted? Because if ruining the reputation of someone who just wanted to live their own life is worth internet clout points, then by all means: congratulations. But how completely fucked can you be to-
-Harass someone who has never talked to you? You followed me around and attacked me because you felt bad about yourself, and didn& #39;t know how to handle. But I knew how to handle my problems...It involved scars. Emotional, and physical. I nearly died and was in a mental hospital-
-For two months. It was a living hell, and I couldn& #39;t bear to even be alive. But the fact that I have continued through life without ending it, shows how we are different. Despite everything I& #39;ve been through, I know there is a small amount who care. And that small amount-
-Are the people who will always be there to help, and to comfort, and to support me no matter how bad I fuck up, they will always be there for me.