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I have been getting dms asking about this so for those curious about this account and how it came about, let me give you a brief story telling session.
Pls skip this if you are not interested bc it& #39;s gonna be quite long
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Pls skip this if you are not interested bc it& #39;s gonna be quite long
Even before N.Flying, I was already a Boice. I was a big fan of CNB and I had a group of friends who love them too. Bc of CNB, we were gradually drawn to N.Flying too since they introduced N.Flying in CDD111 where CNB was a part of as well.
My friends and I were already fans of N.Flying even before they debuted. When they debuted, we supported the boys together and spazzed together too. This went on from Awesome to Lonely era.
When N.Flying went on a hiatus, we just gradually stopped talking about N.Flying but as for myself, I think I loved them a little more than my friends did bc I didn& #39;t stop watching out for them and waiting for their comeback.
When their 2017 cmb was announced, I was so happy. I told my friends and they were happy too but not as much as I was. I felt like they still liked N.Flying but not as much as I do anymore. They like the music and all but not to the point of doing the extra stuff we did before
Bc of this, I decided to go to twt and follow accts that tweeted a lot about N.Flying, which were very few compared to the many fan accts before their hiatus. I was very saddened about this bc this is N.Flying& #39;s comeback after more than a year?! Why isn& #39;t anyone hyping it more?
That& #39;s when I decided that I will have to do it myself and make an account to update N.Fias who may be having the same problems as I was. Mind you, I really have a passive personality. I& #39;m not proactive in anything, I usually just silently follow fanbases -
- spazz offline with my friends and do my own thing. Social media/Twitter was really not my specialty nor was I interested in it. N.Flying made me do things the normal me will never ever do.
At first I started on IG but that platform wasn& #39;t enough for me as an outlet to express myself so I decided to concentrate more on twitter which now brings us to this account.
I started making low quality gifs and edits then I ended up making informative and fun threads for the purpose of guiding potential N.Fias into the fandom and introducing how awesome N.Flying really is. Tbh, I had no idea how to manage and make these sns stuff before.
I just learned along the way. I learned doing what I can do now bc I wanted to fully support N.Flying in any way I can.
To tell you the truth, this account started with legit 0 followers and look at it now. It& #39;s not much compared to others but for me, it& #39;s a good proof of how our fandom is growing. Throughout the years, N.Flying gained a lot of N.Fias and I think that itself is a great achievement
From having to search "N.Flying" on twt and getting minimal and sometimes, zero new results, to having so many edits and spazz tweets about them is a big positive difference. N.Flying even trends now, which is a big thing.
A lot of non fans are showing interest not only in N.Flying& #39;s crackhead personalities but more importantly in their top tier musical abilities. It may look small for others but it is a big deal for us, coming from literally zero interest from others.
Years have passed and tbh, everything just breezed thru bc I was having so much fun.This account is a very good outlet for me bc my og N.Fia friends somewhat lost their interest in all out supporting the boys. They still love N.Flying tho!
So what really am I trying to say here? I think that we all have our purpose for being in a fandom. Some would find it enough to hype the boys and just appreciate their music. Some are good in numbers and want to share this ability by giving stats about N.Flying.
Some may be like me who just want to watch N.Flying content and have a platform to share it with everyone. Everyone does his/her own thing with the given ability and time they have and I think that is a beautiful thing.
Like before, let& #39;s just continue doing what we think we can do for the boys. It may be hard, but as long as you are strong enough and are willing to give this part of you to N.Flying, then pls continue. If it gets toxic for you, then take a rest and go back stronger.
As for me, there were a lot of times I wanted to give up but what made me stay and continue is whenever I listen to N.Flying& #39;s music and just watch them be themselves, I feel happy.
The happiness they give me is not measurable so it just automatically energizes me in so many levels that I get the strength I need to continue. If you& #39;re losing hope, just take a deep breath and remind yourself why you fell in love with N.Flying in the first place.
I think I blabbered long enough. I don& #39;t usually share any personal thoughts in this acct bc I want this acct to be a neutral platform for all N.Fias. I just want to be like any other N.Fia, no name, no specific identity or nationality. Just N.Fia, like everyone of you. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🐧" title="Pinguin" aria-label="Emoji: Pinguin">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💕" title="Zwei Herzen" aria-label="Emoji: Zwei Herzen">
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