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I just had an all-out argument with my mom, she tried to hit me with a steel jar and I blocked her and pushed her away (I didn& #39;t mean it, it was accidental) and she fell down and hit her hip in a table and started crying. I broke down and started screaming how HORRIBLY they...
treat me. I don& #39;t even get the basic human decency I deserve. I don& #39;t have to beg for basic human respect, kindness and acknowledgement. but in this house, I have to. I& #39;m pretty sure the entire apartments heard me. the voice that came out of me wasn& #39;t human, I broke down like...
never before. I just couldn& #39;t take it anymore. I burst open like a bottle and spitted everything out. how they traumatized me as a child mentally and physically. and how it had ruined my mental health now. funny thing is that they don& #39;t even know what& #39;s a "mental health".
now they gonna gaslight me as this wasted insane rebel son who "doesn& #39;t respect" his parents. i just can& #39;t do it anymore y& #39;all. there& #39;s no hope. I& #39;m done. i would k*ll myself if I had the courage to do so. I just hope some car hits me or wait, miss corona could get me.
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I don& #39;t wanna exist. I wanna d*e. I don& #39;t get treated like a human at all. like Taylor said, I& #39;m lashing out like a hurt animal. they& #39;ll never see how hurt I am and how much they& #39;ve abused me mentally and physically..however, theyll villianize me because I broke down. lol.
I don& #39;t wanna exist. I wanna d*e. I don& #39;t get treated like a human at all. like Taylor said, I& #39;m lashing out like a hurt animal. they& #39;ll never see how hurt I am and how much they& #39;ve abused me mentally and physically..however, theyll villianize me because I broke down. lol.
Indian parents will simply mever understand HOW WRONG they are. they just won& #39;t. they& #39;ll never accept they& #39;re wrong..they& #39;ll blame us for reacting like a normal human with self-respect would. I feel worse than sh*t. they& #39;ve called me things a parent should never call their child.
my eyes literally pain from me crying y& #39;all. have a breakdown DAILY. existential crisis. I cry all night in my room. I feel so d*ad. only I know how much I& #39;ve prayed to make this all stop. is it hard to give someone some basic respect as a human being?
I& #39;m pouring this all out here only because there are no irls here. I& #39;m sorry if y& #39;all had to see this negativity on ur TL. I have no other place to go. if they could just treat me with a bit of kindness and respect, my life would be SO MUCH better.
as years pass, it& #39;s only getting worser and worser. I don& #39;t think it& #39;ll get better. i just know all this pain will end one day with my breath stopping, but the question is, when? I really hope life pushes me to the edge one and finally forces me to k*l myself.
