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hi guys, joana here. i know i& #39;ve been inactive for a long time. this is the longest hiatus ive had. i took a break from stan twt because something about it didn& #39;t sit right with me.
the week before i left, i was also on a hiatus but i returned for a short while to celebrate our gc& #39;s first monthsary. ((i only really went back for them at the time. i love you hanndog. thank you guys for keeping me grounded))
i noticed that ever since i returned to stan twt with this acc, my social anxiety (or anxiety in general) has gotten worse. even thinking of logging in already puts so much pressure on me.
i left stan twt last 2017 because of the same reason. i thought that this time around it would be better but it didn& #39;t really change. i do still keep myself updated on my faves but more in private.
i have also continued to speak up about BLM, JunkTerrorBill, Yemen Crisis and a lot more movements on my other accounts and social media. however, i don& #39;t stay long there too because my anxiety gets the best of me.
the other week was my birthday and i celebrated by donating to blm funds, pride funds and cebu7 bail funds. i hope this will encourage some of you guys to donate as well, no matter how small.
lastly, i want to say that i will not be as active as before on this account anymore. i& #39;ll still log in from time to time to keep myself updated with my idols.
and if ever any of you also experience anxiety and want to take a break, please do. take your time. that being said, i& #39;ll be off for now. thanks for going through this thread 
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