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I hope everyone is ok i made this account to tell my story as i finally found the courage please hear me out as i am scared due to anxiety and trauma.
So this all started at a somsoc event.
It was my first year at university, i am generally an introverted girl that hasn& #39;t got many friends so going to these kind of gatherings was very new to me plus i had no friends.(i have anxiety issues)
It was my first year at university, i am generally an introverted girl that hasn& #39;t got many friends so going to these kind of gatherings was very new to me plus i had no friends.(i have anxiety issues)
I attended a few somsoc socials and eventually made 2 new close friends a long the way. But then i was introduced to this man called Ahmed.
At first he seemed like a decent guy, well spoken and generally liked by the people.
So i had no reason to be wary of him.....
At first he seemed like a decent guy, well spoken and generally liked by the people.
So i had no reason to be wary of him.....
He would greet me well and always welcome me as he had a big role in the somsoc.
I understood he was flirting and all but i always made it clear i WASNT interested.
He would persist.
I wish i told others at the time but i just made myself belive he is "sprung" or "whipped".
I understood he was flirting and all but i always made it clear i WASNT interested.
He would persist.
I wish i told others at the time but i just made myself belive he is "sprung" or "whipped".
THIS is where i went wrong.
He began advancing on me.
He would often put his arm over my shoulder but i would either move away or shrug my shoulders.
But that didn& #39;t stop him.
He would never understand even when i made it clear i wasn& #39;t interested.
He began advancing on me.
He would often put his arm over my shoulder but i would either move away or shrug my shoulders.
But that didn& #39;t stop him.
He would never understand even when i made it clear i wasn& #39;t interested.
One evening after a talent social for the somsoc(somali society).
He advanced on me so much that i believed he was about to rape me.
Just as i was leaving the door from the lecture room that we used the evening, he pushed me against the wall whilst placing one hand on my breast
He advanced on me so much that i believed he was about to rape me.
Just as i was leaving the door from the lecture room that we used the evening, he pushed me against the wall whilst placing one hand on my breast
And the other one my lips.
I froze.I couldn& #39;t do anything due to my anxiety and utter shock.
He had his body against mine, but by chance someone came back as they had left something so he abruptly released me.. so i ran out.
I was in shock. I cried for days.
I blamed myself.
I froze.I couldn& #39;t do anything due to my anxiety and utter shock.
He had his body against mine, but by chance someone came back as they had left something so he abruptly released me.. so i ran out.
I was in shock. I cried for days.
I blamed myself.
For weeks i sat in my room blaming myself.
Bear in mind i am a petite girl and he is a tall man(well compared to me).
He messaged me apologising by saying " he felt like thats what i wanted"
I cried.
I avoided socials for a very long time.
Bear in mind i am a petite girl and he is a tall man(well compared to me).
He messaged me apologising by saying " he felt like thats what i wanted"
I cried.
I avoided socials for a very long time.
After months of self-blaming and buckets of tears.
I bumped into him as i was walking through the corridor near the (isoc).
He ran up to me saying" im really sorry I& #39;ve been trying my best to meet you in person but you& #39;ve been "ghost"
I was lost for words.
I bumped into him as i was walking through the corridor near the (isoc).
He ran up to me saying" im really sorry I& #39;ve been trying my best to meet you in person but you& #39;ve been "ghost"
I was lost for words.
He really made me feel like i was doing something wrong and over reacting?!
Fast forward.
I was leaving lecture on my way home then this became the biggest nightmare.
It was raining and i mean pouring with rain.
The two friends i made jumped in his car and asked me to come.
Fast forward.
I was leaving lecture on my way home then this became the biggest nightmare.
It was raining and i mean pouring with rain.
The two friends i made jumped in his car and asked me to come.
I refused.
But my stupid self gave in because i didn& #39;t want to loose my "friends" and i made my self accept his apology.
So we went passed macdonalds drive thru.
He dropped my first friend off home, then as we was on route to my second friends home my anxiety kicked in....
But my stupid self gave in because i didn& #39;t want to loose my "friends" and i made my self accept his apology.
So we went passed macdonalds drive thru.
He dropped my first friend off home, then as we was on route to my second friends home my anxiety kicked in....
I was scared about what he will do to me.
So planned to get off at my friends house.
It was pouring down rain. As i tried get off with her.
He said "please let me drop you thats the least i can do?"
So planned to get off at my friends house.
It was pouring down rain. As i tried get off with her.
He said "please let me drop you thats the least i can do?"
I really was a naive young girl!
I accepted, as i sat at the back seat.
As we got close to my home he suddenly took a left turn when we& #39;re supposed to take a right.
He said it was a mistake& #39;, but he continued driving.
I froze again. I am really sorry i am very timid.
I accepted, as i sat at the back seat.
As we got close to my home he suddenly took a left turn when we& #39;re supposed to take a right.
He said it was a mistake& #39;, but he continued driving.
I froze again. I am really sorry i am very timid.
He pulled up on a street which i didnt recognise.
Then he jumped into the backseat.
I asked him" what are you doing?
He said "Just want to talk for a minute"
I said "please take me home"
He said " i will as he put his arm over me"
I really didn& #39;t know what to do.
Then he jumped into the backseat.
I asked him" what are you doing?
He said "Just want to talk for a minute"
I said "please take me home"
He said " i will as he put his arm over me"
I really didn& #39;t know what to do.
I cried but he wasn& #39;t bothered as he said " you know you want this and besides you& #39;ll love it"
He began placing his hand down my pants as i tried to struggle him off while pleading.
He began getting more aggressive so i really froze.
He began placing his hand down my pants as i tried to struggle him off while pleading.
He began getting more aggressive so i really froze.
He told me to stay still while he does what he needs quickly then he won& #39;t hurt me.
I was raped.
After a year of self blaming and crying i reported it last month.
This man is well known i will bring screen shots soon.
This is my story.
I was raped.
After a year of self blaming and crying i reported it last month.
This man is well known i will bring screen shots soon.
This is my story.
