The memory of the dream is fading but I& #39;ll try to write it all down. So I remember I was moving to New York on a bus. I remember helping the passengers with things like bus tickets and stuff but this one passenger just didn& #39;t like me
As soon as we stopped she just said all these hurtful things about me and my insecurities. I remember her calling me ugly, weirdo and basically all the things I fear/feel that I am and the other passengers started avoiding me because they started to believe the things she said
The dream makes no sense but it makes sense in context of things. I always wanted to move to New York and the bus obviously represents my classmates. The girl was a manifestation of my insecurities and doubts
I remember after she said those things I wanted to find a way to get her back. Lash out in anger or embarrass her or anything. I remember feeling guilty and humiliated but that was when I realized where I was
I was in a place I always wanted to be, a place where everybody said I couldn& #39;t go. I was so happy because I proved everyone wrong and I did something I could of never imagined. So I didn& #39;t care what she said because I knew who I was
This whole thing is pretty weird but I& #39;m glad I had this dream. This thread makes no sense because I just woke up at 3 am but I felt the need to write this