Starting a rant thread for every time I want to self harm

5/28/20 I’ve been struggling with e-learning and I haven’t done my assignments for art. Today is the last day of school, but I’m still having a hard time doing them. My dad told me if I didn’t do them by the first week of break, he’d cut off communication with friends so...

...I started trying to do my assignments and was getting frustrated. I was already mad, and anxious and had been in a weird depressive funk for the last couple weeks, of course it’s probably caused by the quarantine... I told him I wasn’t hungry and wasn’t eating,

He knew I was mad at him so he just went away. But being alone and angry made a lot of pent up emotions suface, and I started crying. My brother walked past, saw me crying, and told me to “Stop throwing a tantrum and get your damn food.”

Right now my door is closed and locked I’m trying to calm down. Honestly, no one looks at my page so no one will be worried about me which is good. But I feel better after writing everything down. Regrettably I started scratching my arm but in the end making this thread helped.