MASTURBATION YEARS BEFORE DEVELOPMENT
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So in the previous thread I talked about how I got into porn and masturbation. Now, after I discovered that existed and was something one could do...
I just, had to try it.
Locked the roomâs door and got myself in bed, thinking I was the exact same man I had seen in the video second ago.
I became quite horny and decided to go down my pants.
Locked the roomâs door and got myself in bed, thinking I was the exact same man I had seen in the video second ago.
I became quite horny and decided to go down my pants.
Touched myself for the first time and it felt weird. I didnât know how to do it, or what to imagine or feel.
I was expecting semen to come out of me but I didnât even have pubic hair back then! Nothing came out of me.
I was expecting semen to come out of me but I didnât even have pubic hair back then! Nothing came out of me.
To this day, I donât know if masturbation pre-development is bad for someone.
I might be thinking crazy but I really donât know if that can affect oneâs development, stop penis growth, retard something, make someone sterile or have damage in the testicles or something
I might be thinking crazy but I really donât know if that can affect oneâs development, stop penis growth, retard something, make someone sterile or have damage in the testicles or something
I started to do that, just like I started with porn.
Once a month or when I remembered and the situation was right.
Then once a week. I wanted to do it more, put myself in positions I had seen from the porn videos. Imagine myself being posessed by someone.
Once a month or when I remembered and the situation was right.
Then once a week. I wanted to do it more, put myself in positions I had seen from the porn videos. Imagine myself being posessed by someone.
Yes, from the beginning of my sexual discovery, I imagined myself as either the man or the woman in the encounter, so that makes sense to know now that my sexual orientation had never been âheterosexualâ
And also yes, I imagined myself being posessed. Attacked. In kind of violent but I want to think âconsentedâ encounters...
This is something I have always had a fascination for. When I used to role play with my cousins, I would always try to be the lady in trouble, or the vulnerable fragile boy.
I donât even know what to think about that. Do I fantasise about being fragile so that someone saves me?
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This is literally moving my brain in so many directions right now... damn
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This is literally moving my brain in so many directions right now... damn
Anyway. To finish this thread.
Thatâs how it started. I started doing it from the minimun frecuency to come to do it daily.
I have even had times in which I do it more than once per day.
I can masturbate once in the morning, then once before sleeping.
Thatâs how it started. I started doing it from the minimun frecuency to come to do it daily.
I have even had times in which I do it more than once per day.
I can masturbate once in the morning, then once before sleeping.
I remember once, I masturbated around 15 times in ONE DAY!
After that my penis literally felt sore! I think I must have made some skin damage because I had redness and then a kind of scab in my foreskin.
After that my penis literally felt sore! I think I must have made some skin damage because I had redness and then a kind of scab in my foreskin.