Is wanting to be a big shot VTuber a bad thing?

I say this because I keep hearing that streaming for the fame is a selfish thing to do/calls out a lotsa red flags about the streamer.

But I really do want to make it big. To have quadruple digit followers someday. Is that weird?
I want to spread the energy and passion I have for so many things out to not only this community, but to the whole world at large. I want you guys to have fun and unwind and laugh along with what I do.

I want to make everyone& #39;s day better at best and less shitty at worst.
But here I have people around me who don& #39;t do it for the fame, despite being big already, and say that they just do it to do it, and that it& #39;s just fun.

And I& #39;m here thinking: "Am I doing this wrong...? I& #39;m not humble at all, am I...?"

It makes me feel like an asshole.
Because there are big streamers out there with even bigger hearts. They& #39;re selfless and compassionate people who give more than they get. They don& #39;t see themselves as big, nor do they want to be a superstar.

It makes me think that I& #39;m going about this all wrong....
I love what I do, and I love our community, I don& #39;t and won& #39;t ever take anything I have for granted.

But I can& #39;t lie to myself. I want to be world famous and reach out to as many people as possible. I want to be up there with the big dogs. I want to teach and inspire-
A huge crowd of people. I want to entertain. I want to show them what it means to have a good time. I don& #39;t think the reasons behind my want for fame is a selfish one.

But it& #39;s the very DESIRE for fame that& #39;s making me question it all. Attention seeking is taboo right...?
Anyway. I wanted to pour my heart out on the table again. It& #39;s been eating me up all night and I had to put it somewhere.

Do you think me wanting to be famous is a bad thing? Please be honest. I want to know your perspective. Cuz I don& #39;t know if I& #39;m being selfish or not here.
Who knows, maybe I& #39;ll delete this thread later....

I know numbers shouldn& #39;t determine self worth but.....

*sigh*
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