i have a really warped perception of my body?? i know i& #39;m really ugly but i only ever think of myself as looking really fat even though i& #39;m pretty sure i& #39;m not overweight or anything?? i just hate my body so much maybe it& #39;s the dysphoria making things worse
i jus feel like i& #39;m extremely ugly and unlovable and i have an awful personality on top of an ugly body and face i feel like such a disappointment
also. i& #39;m just completely losing motivation for everything i feel like i& #39;m gonna go nowhere with my life it makes me feel like even more of a disappointment, kinda just a waste of space y& #39;know? i jus really hate myself i really don& #39;t understand self love at all
i don& #39;t know where i& #39;m going with this i& #39;m just kinda rambling because i feel awful about myself all of the time (:
i feel like such a burden to everyone i know i just wish i could be a decent person and actually do something useful with my life and not just be this stupid talentless ugly piece of garbage