i had a fight with my grandma because she was doing some stuff that were really harmful to me and my family + she was really homophobic and that broke my heart. we talked about it, as a family, and my mom decided to email her telling her that we needed some time to think +

about everything she did (which would be way too long to explain) and we said we were open to have a relationship with her in the near future but not for now. it& #39;s been 2 years and she has never called us, not even once. i really thought she cared about us and loved us but +

apparently she didn& #39;t care enough. last year i turned 18 and i thought she was gonna call me, i didn& #39;t know if i was gonna pick up the phone but i wanted to know if she cared enough to call me, she didn& #39;t call +

she didn& #39;t call this year either. i just want her to care about me, i really thought she loved us but she cares more about her pride. i thought i didn& #39;t really care about it but i really loved her and it breaks my heart to know that she just doesn& #39;t care at all +

i just wanted to rant about it cause i don& #39;t wanna talk about it with my family cause i don& #39;t want them to know that i& #39;m still mad about it. sorry if you see this thread, just ignore it. i needed to get stuff out of my chest