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As I walked Moon to sleep to Roy Ayers...I came up with the following thread.
“Why I choose love/hapiness over music”
“Why I choose love/hapiness over music”
Are you in love with the vehicle? or the places this vehicle can take you and who you love.
Music has always been my vehicle for emotional expression, it’s gotten me through rough break ups, disappointments, Childhood trauma, processing death, being black in America, head aching anxiety, gut renching anger. The list fluidly goes on.
My unflinching love for Music was always 99% the reason why I would have relationship issues.
Either I only expressed my feelings via music
Or
I was too busy with the dream to reciprocate love
Either I only expressed my feelings via music
Or
I was too busy with the dream to reciprocate love
But I also knew that the “single life” even with all the Rapper Perks and beautiful women, it was exhausting and got less exciting day by day.
I’m an emotional empath of a human being.
To be the reason why someone is emotionally fucked up, is a feeling I can’t sit with.
To be the reason why someone is emotionally fucked up, is a feeling I can’t sit with.
Through music I’ve gained the knowledge to know what is actually best for me.
If I would to NOW ignore those signs...
That would be a true sin in my book.
If I would to NOW ignore those signs...
That would be a true sin in my book.
When I decided I was ready to propose to my now wife, the only thing that was holding me back was “how is this gone look for my career “ 
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The thought of allowing some rap image shit interfering with my true happiness,
Was something Music it’s self taught me to recognize.
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Was something Music it’s self taught me to recognize.
I got ME FUCKED UP !
I had to make a statement to myself.
I got down on knee in front of a 600ish crowd of people who all came to See “Mvstermind” and proposed.
I got down on knee in front of a 600ish crowd of people who all came to See “Mvstermind” and proposed.
That’s me officially valuing love and my happiness over MUSIC.
Music is the Vehicle to explore every ounce of that love & happiness.
We just went from a convertible to something that can fit a car seat & a moon roof.
Music is the Vehicle to explore every ounce of that love & happiness.
We just went from a convertible to something that can fit a car seat & a moon roof.
I not telling you to run go get married and have kids.
Im just saying, don’t run away from truly pursuiting happiness because of your “career”
Move at the speed of love.
My ted talk.https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🧡" title="Orange heart" aria-label="Emoji: Orange heart">
Im just saying, don’t run away from truly pursuiting happiness because of your “career”
Move at the speed of love.
My ted talk.
