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Anyone ever feel like a background friend? Like you have friends and are in a friend group but there always someone in the group that somebody else likes more? Lmao
Like you arenāt anyones ~favorite~ friend Iām the group. Youāre kinda just the universal friend 
https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="š" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face"> And you know a lot of people in a lot of different ways but you never make deep connections with them. Itās always just like small talk and you guys are friends but not really
And like every interaction you have with people, whether itās a work or class or whatever, stays within that setting and just doesnāt expand? Idk itās so hard to explain but I know thereās someone who understands what Iām saying?? Lol
Iām not saying I donāt have close friends and what not because I loveeee my girls sm. But still lol
I see people talk about their college friends and how they are the best type of friends and Iāve met some amazing people in college but I havenāt made like a suuuper close friend. In other words, I havenāt just hung out with someone I met in college just for ... fun.
Most of our conversations are limited to like our class work, or organizations, or whatever. And they are amazing people, but our relationships typically stop there. And even at places Iāve worked, my coworkers would always be like best friends and hang out outside of work.
And that just like... didnāt happen with me. It could be because of how busy I am so Iām not blaming it on anyone https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="š" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy"> but itās still a weird feeling.
All in all, I absolutely love the people I have met in college they are some of the most amazing people I have ever met and I wish I could expand some relationships I have made. I want to have the experiences where we take road trips and discover new shops and all that https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="š" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy">
And my childhood friends, even if we donāt talk often, are always going to be my friends nmw. And my girls now (from high school) feel like sisters. They are the best group of girls I can ask for. So I donāt discredit the relationships I DO have at all.
Ew I just realized I changed my mind mid sentence in the first tweet of this thread so now it isnāt grammatically correct and now I am upset
