every time I think "it& #39;s silly watching hockey live when you *can* watch it later and there& #39;s so many games it doesn& #39;t matter if you can& #39;t keep up-to-date, it& #39;s not like football, why not watch them at night when you& #39;re actually free" ...

I then remember that they& #39;re 2 hours long & I have to wash dishes & do family stuff at night. like it& #39;s stupid to be a slave to sport happening so far away & I wouldn& #39;t be devastated if I missed a few games every now & then! but I *do* enjoy games while I& #39;m watching them so idek!

it WOULD be good to not squish lunch into the 15 minute window of intermission/plan my week around games! but whenever I& #39;ve been in a fandom & stopped keeping up-to-date w source material I& #39;ve ended up losing the whole fandom & unlike those times I have nothing to move on to now!

oh no why am I like this???? surely it can& #39;t be the two whole brain things I have that both lead to hyperfixations!!! and I don& #39;t know how to maintain an interest in anything that ISN& #39;T a hyperfixation!!!

I was gonna add "neurotypicals teach me your ways" but you could give me the most thorough advice possible and I wouldn& #39;t be able to follow it. autistic peeps where u at