The past two weeks have been hard for multiple reasons.

It& #39;s a hard situation to be in, but I want to tell you guys here on twitter because I feel closer to you. I& #39;ve been putting this off because I still need to function.

Two weeks ago, I broke up with KAiARI.
I& #39;m not going to explain the specifics because this is a public twitter and this regards information I was given in confidence.

Only Kai and I know all the problems we faced

Some of you I expect know details, but please don& #39;t post them here or I will have to delete this thread.
I owe you no explanation, but the crux was:

The relationship turned into something that I no longer wanted to be part of. People grow together or apart, and we just grew apart.

I realized it would be unhealthy to continue and laid out all my concerns as best I could.
I said I didn& #39;t think we could be a couple anymore. My intent was to give us both resolution. Didn& #39;t happen.

Kai said "I respect your decision. I& #39;m sorry." and hung up.

I wanted to ask if we could still be friends but knew Kai would need space and didn& #39;t want to make it harder.
We had very different philosophies but managed to still make a working loving relationship.

I value what we had and still care about Kai.

I have lost three close friends over this. It& #39;s tough, but if our differences are too great for you to be friends with me I understand.
I expect some of you to just think I& #39;m full of shit and take everything I& #39;m saying with a grain of salt.

You don& #39;t have to believe me.

I& #39;m feeling a lot of emotions right now and it& #39;s tough enough to convey them, but it& #39;s even harder when you know the words won& #39;t get through.
If you have to "pick a side" pick Kai.

I bare no ill-will towards any of you. I appreciate the relationships that I& #39;ve had with all my friends.

If you think a life without me is better, then have a better life.

Whether we& #39;re together or apart in this life let& #39;s do our best.
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