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so im gonna rant about something pls ignore this thread
i feel kinda selfish because im already in a relationship and it& #39;s not perfect but at least after we fight we try to understand each others point of view and all of that
i don& #39;t it& #39;s a toxic or abusive relationship (i might be wrong but that& #39;s what i feel?) since all my past ones were abusive and toxic as fuck and left me with lots of trauma
BUT i feel like i deserve better (?) i don& #39;t feel like i love him the way i want to love someone and i certainly DON& #39;T feel he loves me the way i want to be love
idk if that& #39;s toxic, immature or selfish of me but??? idk????
i want to feel like the person im with loves ME for being myself, and i think he loves being with me and the comfort of our 2 year relationship but he doesn& #39;t love ME ????
anyway i just want to feel truly loved
and idk if i feel this way bc it& #39;s true or bc it& #39;s my insecurities and anxiety telling me im not loved???? or maybe both???
fuck i hate this i feel like the worst human being for feeling this way
end of thread pls don& #39;t read it i just needed to get it off my chest
